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it's not like i forgot this or anything

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[You hear a muffled "No lies detected" in the background]

Something like that.

[clocksandroses]

Why would he say something like that?

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Because he enjoys putting me down?

[clocksandroses]

[opens mouth]

[closes mouth]

. . . So it's a little like when Kaito called me ugly and fat?

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[OFFENDED] Kaito called you that?!

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You're more offended by that than Mouse calling you soulless?

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Of course!

[clocksandroses]

Why?

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He can only guess at the state of my soul, but anyone can look at you and see you're slender and pretty!

[clocksandroses]

I'd have thought that Mouse's insult was worse . . .

As for Kaito . . . He's. Well. He could be a little thoughtless back then.

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If I let Mouse's words sting me, I'd be a mess. I just don't let it bother me unless I know it's true.

[clocksandroses]

. . . Mm, that's a good way to go about it.

[HA HA HA HA orz]

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It's easy when I can assess them against myself. Honestly, I think the main reason we get along so well is because he knows he won't tear me to pieces.

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[Her expression sinks into thoughtfulness.]

Have you always been able to think of yourself so objectively?

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Always...? I don't know about that. I think I've had better luck thinking of myself objectively than thinking of other things objectively in general.

[clocksandroses]

It's always been the other way around for me, I think . . .

Though with some issues, I could never stop my feelings from getting the better of me.

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Feelings are what they are.

[clocksandroses]

Feelings are precious. But . . . I can't deny that they clouded my judgement sometimes. It feels better now that I can see both sides more clearly.

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The problem is when you act on your feelings even while analysing why it's all a terrible idea.

[clocksandroses]

. . . Mm.

What happened?

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Oh, nothing specific, it's just a trend.

[clocksandroses]

Okay . . . That makes sense.

[There's a beat.]

Shion, did you ever hear about what Kaito does for a living?

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He steals things?

[clocksandroses]

Right.

I've bullied him into agreeing to let me help him steal things. [When my own father is the one in charge of catching him, this is a legit life choice.] I don't regret that choice at all, but there is a part of me that keeps pointing out how badly it could go.

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Well... yes, that's the criminal life...